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Many have known my name, but only a handful knows Nadia. Not many understands me, but I like my individuality. There's still alot about me that I haven't explored, all I can say is that I've pretty much enjoyed every moment in my 15 years of life.

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at 10:55 PM

You… changed.

It’s not going to be easy...no way. Because you were such an important person in my life, and letting that go could never be easy. I know I’ll have my days where I can breathe, and be okay with things. But most days, I’ll wake up and something will remind me of you, and I’ll crumble.

On these days, Im sure I’ll just want to go running back to you and make the pain go away. I have to be strong, and know that this is the right decision, for both of us. I need to stop sitting in self-pity that it’s over. We had some damn good times, did we not? We proved so many people wrong who thought we couldn’t get through it. Even if we didn’t make it in the end, we came further than either one of us thought we would.

But things change, and so do people. I truthfully do not even know who you are anymore, and it kills me. I can’t be there for you, I can’t do anything. Someone else is going to see that warm side of you, but it’s lost for me. But I’ll never forget the way you were, the good times, the words that were spoken. I’ll hold on to certain things forever, I know I will. I didn’t want this to happen, but it did. And all I can do is move forward.

If you ever change back to your old self, you know where to find me.

But, eventually, you always came back. You always swore I was the one who completed you. You said things weren’t right without me and life is weird when I’m not there. But it’s been so long this time. It’s got me thinking that you aren’t ever coming back. Maybe this time, it was goodbye forever.

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