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NADIEbiskutz!
If you hate me, there's nothing I can do. But here's a news flash honey, I don't live to please you.

Many have known my name, but only a handful knows Nadia. Not many understands me, but I like my individuality. There's still alot about me that I haven't explored, all I can say is that I've pretty much enjoyed every moment in my 15 years of life.

I’ll screw up. I’ll push you away if we’re getting too close, I won’t trust you until you’ve proven yourself, I get hurt easily and take a lot of things personally. I'm also pretty sarcastic but very nice at times. Umm.. Sumtimes? :P

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at 2:49 PM

You were worth the fight, but I couldn’t fight forever.

It's the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. When it hits you, I mean really hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder.

What if for some reason things don't work out? - How are you possible going to live without them?

Someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know like the back of your hand. Someone you once had no emotions for, now has the power to break your heart. Someone you never never thought you'd love, now owns your entire heart. Someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold onto forever.


I never stopped missing you, i’ve just learned to live around the huge gaping hole of your absence.

No matter what you do to me, I’m still here. For some odd reason, I stick around and put up with all your mood swings and unkind words. I just let your comments roll off me into a puddle on the floor. I make up excuses on why you didn’t call or text, try to think of all the answers. I keep going back for more even though sometimes you push me away. I don’t know if I can do better, but do I really want to? You’re quick to push me down when all I want is to be brought up.

I wanted you to fall for me so hard, that you become scared to lose me. I wanted you to dwell in my existence; where a day without me would feel incomplete. I wanted you to fall as hard for me, as I’ll fall for you. I wanted you to remember me always, and I wanted you to chase after me when I push you away. I wanted you to pull me back when I’m trying to leave. I wanted to feel the reflexes of my own words. I wanted you to keep me grounded when I’ve done wrong. I wanted you to be relentless. I didn’t want any constrictions in my chest, but the bones that shapes our interest. I wanted you to fall so hard for me, that you realize you’ve never even felt this way about someone before. And when I left, I wanted every thing we ever shared to make you remember me. I wanted all the things we did, said, and never got to; to make you remember me by. I wanted to know you’ll fall so hard for me that if a song we shared came up on the radio; it would make you have this sudden sharp pain in your chest. And in those fleeting seconds, I hope you know how much you fell in love with me and how you can’t live without me. I hope then, you’ll come chasing after me. It’s selfish I know, but I wanted to be the only one you have your eyes on. I wanted to be the only one you actually fell for. I actually wanted to be the one you end up with. I wanted to know you’ll fight for me...


I hope you’re having a good time breaking this heart apart and seeing this soul crumble.